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Okay, here's what I owe ya.
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Okay. Thank you.
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You take care of yourself.
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What Child is this
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Who laid to rest
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On Mary's lap is sleeping?
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Whom Angels greet with anthems sweet
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While shepherds watch are keeping?
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I don't see your reservation.
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I'm on the Amazon CamperForce list.
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Try M-C-D.
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- There it is.
- Yeah.
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Good morning, everybody.
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How's everybody doing today?
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All right, let me get a safety tip.
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- Three-point contact.
- Why is it important
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to maintain three points of contact?
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So you don't fall down the stairs.
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So you don't
fall down the stairs.
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Can I get a standard work tip from you?
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He's an oddball, right? Ed?
He's an oddball.
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That's not even long enough.
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Now, okay...
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Some plastic...
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- This is Carl.
- Hi.
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- This is Angela.
- Hey.
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- Doug.
- Hi, Fern.
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- Ryan. Teresa.
- Hey, Fern.
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- Karie.
- Good to meet you.
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And your good ol' friend...
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Linda May. And I'm Fern.
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- This is my friend Fern.
- Hey.
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- Hi, everybody.
- Hey, how're you, Fern?
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Another Smith lyric I have is,
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"When you're laughing
and dancing, and finally living,
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"you hear my voice in your head
and think of me kindly."
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And then also the one
that means the most to me is,
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"Home, is it just a word?
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"Or is it something
that you carry within you?"
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- All right.
- So...
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- Yeah, we like that.
- I like that one.
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- Yeah.
- Me, too.
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Like, his lyrics are very deep.
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- And then you also have...
- Yeah.
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- Yes?
- No.
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So, the guy
that had the van before,
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he just had a mattress in the back,
but I didn't wanna keep it that way.
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I wanted to build the bed up
so I could have storage underneath.
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And I got these storage drawers,
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one set in the front
so I could get in them from the inside,
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and then another on the outside.
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- Very smart.
- I thought so.
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You see that?
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What is this?
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This is my husband's
old fishing box.
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I put this little latch on it,
and then when I open it,
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the stopper holds it and creates
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more counter space.
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And then I keep
my really nice stuff inside.
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My dishes that my dad gave me.
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He collected these, Linda May,
from yard sales,
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and when I graduated from high school,
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he gave me the whole set.-
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- They are beautiful.
- Isn't that great?
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Yeah, it's called Autumn Leaf.
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I don't have that many pieces
with me, but you know.
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What did you name your van?
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Vanguard.
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Oh, that is very strong.
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She is.
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Hey, what are you doing?
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... the bears held
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at the Polar Bear Holding Facility
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are troublemakers
who are kept imprisoned
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until they settle down,
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which can take anywhere
from two to thirty days.
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Hey, girls. It's Mrs. M.
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Fern.
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Hey, Brandy.
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- Oh, hi, Fern.
- Hi, kids.
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- Hi.
- Say hi to Mrs. M.
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How are you?
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- I'm good.
- Good.
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It's nice to see you. It's been a while.
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- How've you been?
- Good.
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- Good. You look good.
- Thanks.
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- You cut your hair.
- Yeah, I cut it.
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- I like it. I like it a lot.
- Thank you.
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Are you working at Amazon again?
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- Yeah, I am.
- You like it?
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Yeah. Great money.
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Are you still doing the van thing?
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Yeah. I'm parked over
at the Desert Rose R.V. Park.
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Oh, we just drove by there today.
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Didn't we, girls?
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- How's your mom?
- She's wonderful.
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She misses you a lot.
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Please tell her I miss her, too.
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I will. I will. But really, Fern,
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if you need a place to stay,
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you can come over and stay with us.
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We're worried about you.
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Thanks. Don't worry about me.
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I'll let you know. I promise.
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Okay. Okay.
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- See you, Aubrey.
- Bye.
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- Hey.
- Hi.
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You still the smartest kid in school?
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Yeah, kinda.
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You remember anything that
we worked on when I tutored ya?
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Yes.
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"Tomorrow, and tomorrow,
and tomorrow.
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"And all of our yesterdays
have lighted fools.
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"The way to dusty death.
Out, out, brief candle."
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That's really good.
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- Thank you.
- Thank you.
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My mom says that
you're homeless. Is that true?
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No, I'm not homeless.
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I'm just houseless.
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Not the same thing, right?
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No.
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Don't worry about me. I'm okay.
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Okay.
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Hey, Santa,
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Bellweather Auto has
a ho, ho, whole lotta great deals
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on new and used cars and trucks.
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So come on in and find...
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Before I moved
into the Squeeze Inn,
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I was out looking for work
and putting in applications...
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2008, and it was just tough.
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And I got to a really, really low point.
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And I thought about suicide,
and I decided
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I was gonna go buy a bottle of booze,
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turn on the propane stove...
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and I was gonna drink that booze
until I passed out.
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And if I woke up...
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I was gonna light a cigarette,
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and I was gonna blow us all up.
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And I looked at my two sweet
little trusting dogs,
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my Cocker Spaniel
and my little Toy Poodle,
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and I just couldn't do that to them.
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And I thought, well,
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I can't do that to me, either.
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So, I was getting close to 62
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and I went online to look
at my social security benefit.
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It said $550.
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Fern, I had worked my whole life.
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I'd worked since I was 12 years old,
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raised two daughters.
I couldn't believe it.
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So I'm online,
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and I find Bob Wells Cheap RV Living.
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I could live in an RV,
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travel
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and not have to work
for the rest of my life.
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The R TR is a boot camp
for beginner nomads.
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Bob Wells looks just like Santa Claus.
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Doesn't he?
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Everybody says that.
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What's RTR stand for?
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Rubber Tramp Rendezvous.
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It is in Quartzsite, Arizona,
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out in the middle
of the desert, on BLM land.
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You should come.
I'm gonna make you a map.
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No, I don't think I'm gonna go.
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Oh, I hope you come.
I'm gonna make you a map anyway.
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So, that's what the R TR is.
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It is a support system for people
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who need help now.
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See you next year, Fern.
Happy holidays.
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Yeah, you too, Doug.
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Carl had a stroke.
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- Is he dead?
- No.
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No, no. His daughter came
and took him back East.
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Yeah.
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But they didn't take the dog?
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They couldn't take him.
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Would you like to have him?
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He's really a good dog.
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- No. No.
- He's real friendly.
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Okay, so you are leaving
on Thursday, right?
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- Yeah.
- Okay.
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I just finished Amazon yesterday.
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Okay. Amazon pays through Thursday.
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And then after that, it's $375 a month.
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Well, is there a discount
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if I don't use the electric and dump,
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'cause I just have my van, you know?
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No, but since you're in a van,
it's easy for you to move
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and to go south to a warmer place.
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Yeah, but I wanted to get
a job around here first.
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Good luck with that.
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That's tough.
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- Bye, Patty.
- Bye, Fern.
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We'll see you next year.
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Thank you. Have a nice day.
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My husband worked
at the USG mine in Empire
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and I worked in human resources there
for a few years.
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That was my last full-time job.
I did a lot of part-time jobs.
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I cashiered at the Empire Store.
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I was a substitute teacher at
the school for five years...
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Didn't the Empire Mine shut down
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and then all of the resident
workers had to relocate?
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Yeah, about a year ago.-
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So, when do you need
to get back to work?
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Now?
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It is a tough time right now.
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You may want to consider
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registering for early retirement.
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I don't think I can get by
on the benefits, and,
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I need work. I like work.
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I'm not sure exactly what
you would be eligible for.
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- Hi there.
- Hi!
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I'm Rachel. I'm the manager
here at Fox Peak.
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Hi, I'm Fern.
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Hi, Fern.
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Um, I asked someone, they said
I could park here overnight.
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Oh, you're fine.
You're more than welcome.
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But you know,
the temperature is gonna drop.
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It gets really cold here at night.
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- Yeah, I know. I can tell.
- Really cold.
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Yeah.
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I don't want to overstep my bounds here.
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There is a church down by 7-Eleven.
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It's a Baptist church,
and they do have open beds.
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I'm gonna be good.
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Okay. Okay. We're here
if you need anything.
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Thank you.
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Linda? Linda?
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So glad you came.
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- That's Bob Wells.
- Sit here. Keep the chair.
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Thank you.
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And the odd thing is that we...
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We not only accept
the tyranny of the dollar,
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the tyranny of the marketplace,
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we embrace it.
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We gladly throw the yoke
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of the tyranny of the dollar on
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and live by it our whole lives.
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I think of an analogy as a workhorse.
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The workhorse that is willing
to work itself to death
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and then be put out to pasture.
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And that's what happens
to so many of us.
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If society was throwing us away
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and sending us, the workhorse,
out to the pasture,
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we workhorses had to gather together
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and take care of each other.
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And that's what this is all about.
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The way I see it is that
the Titanic is sinking
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and economic times are changing.
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And so my goal is
to get the lifeboats out
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and get as many people
into the lifeboats as I can.
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Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
There's plenty.
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Yeah.
We got plenty. Jump and shout.
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- How many vegans we got here?
- Let you know, huh?
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- What's that?
- Vegan.
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This is vegan.
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- No, I'm... I'm a carnivore.
- Yeah.
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- Okay.
- Thank you. Yes.
259
00:19:44,684 --> 00:19:45,852
Okay. Thank you, though.
260
00:19:45,935 --> 00:19:47,232
- Looks good.
- Another carnivore?
261
00:19:47,312 --> 00:19:48,688
- She's a carnivore.
- Okay.
262
00:19:48,772 --> 00:19:49,818
Mac 'n' cheese.
263
00:19:49,898 --> 00:19:51,608
Just tell me when.
264
00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:53,360
You good? More?
265
00:19:53,443 --> 00:19:55,904
She likes the red peppers.
266
00:19:55,987 --> 00:19:57,280
- Cilantro?
- No!
267
00:19:57,364 --> 00:19:58,451
No!
268
00:19:58,531 --> 00:19:59,657
No! No, no.
269
00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:08,375
I'm a Vietnam vet.
270
00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:11,711
And, um, I got PTSD.
271
00:20:11,795 --> 00:20:15,006
I really can't handle loud noises,
272
00:20:15,090 --> 00:20:18,134
big crowds, fireworks.
273
00:20:19,177 --> 00:20:22,138
I got a pickup truck and a camper.
274
00:20:22,222 --> 00:20:23,681
I can live out here...
275
00:20:24,557 --> 00:20:26,851
and be at peace.
276
00:20:29,938 --> 00:20:33,108
I had, um, finally convinced my grandpa,
277
00:20:33,191 --> 00:20:35,485
and my papa, and my mama,
278
00:20:35,568 --> 00:20:37,654
that we should
279
00:20:37,737 --> 00:20:41,199
take off in an RV and see the country.
280
00:20:41,282 --> 00:20:44,994
But then both of them were
told that they had cancer,
281
00:20:45,078 --> 00:20:47,664
they passed away three weeks apart.
282
00:20:47,747 --> 00:20:49,499
I began watching
283
00:20:49,582 --> 00:20:54,254
Bob Wells' videos on van-dwelling.
284
00:20:54,337 --> 00:20:56,047
Then I bought my van...
285
00:20:56,131 --> 00:20:59,175
Paint, because she takes me
where I ain't.
286
00:20:59,259 --> 00:21:01,553
And
287
00:21:01,636 --> 00:21:05,807
started my healing journey
two and a half years ago.
288
00:21:05,890 --> 00:21:07,976
Um, I worked
for corporate America,
289
00:21:08,059 --> 00:21:09,561
you know, for 20 years.
290
00:21:09,644 --> 00:21:13,523
And my friend, Bill,
worked for the same company,
291
00:21:13,606 --> 00:21:16,985
and he had liver failure.
292
00:21:17,068 --> 00:21:19,654
A week before he was due to retire,
293
00:21:19,737 --> 00:21:24,117
HR called him in hospice, and said...
294
00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:27,328
"Let's talk about your retirement."
295
00:21:27,412 --> 00:21:30,081
And he died 10 days later,
296
00:21:30,165 --> 00:21:32,876
having never been able
to take that sailboat
297
00:21:32,959 --> 00:21:37,589
that he bought out of his driveway.
298
00:21:37,672 --> 00:21:40,467
And he missed out on everything.
299
00:21:41,301 --> 00:21:43,344
And he told me before he died,
300
00:21:43,428 --> 00:21:45,054
"Just don't waste any time, Merle.
301
00:21:45,138 --> 00:21:46,764
"Don't waste any time."
302
00:21:46,848 --> 00:21:48,933
So I retired as soon as I could.
303
00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:50,268
I didn't want my sailboat
304
00:21:50,351 --> 00:21:52,604
to be in the driveway when I died...
305
00:21:53,605 --> 00:21:56,608
so, yeah...
306
00:21:57,692 --> 00:21:59,319
And it's not.
307
00:21:59,402 --> 00:22:01,488
My sailboat's out here in the desert.
308
00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:13,750
I can't imagine
what you're going through,
309
00:22:15,168 --> 00:22:16,920
the loss of your husband,
310
00:22:17,003 --> 00:22:19,714
and the loss of your whole town,
and friends,
311
00:22:19,797 --> 00:22:21,591
and village,
312
00:22:21,674 --> 00:22:26,471
and that kind of loss is never easy.
313
00:22:26,554 --> 00:22:28,473
And I wish I had an easy answer for you.
314
00:22:28,556 --> 00:22:31,142
But I think you've come
to the right place
315
00:22:31,226 --> 00:22:32,393
to find an answer.
316
00:22:32,477 --> 00:22:33,770
I think that...
317
00:22:34,562 --> 00:22:36,523
I think connecting to nature
318
00:22:36,606 --> 00:22:39,776
and to a real true community and tribe,
319
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:42,529
will make all the difference for you.
320
00:22:42,612 --> 00:22:43,821
I hope so.
321
00:23:09,138 --> 00:23:10,431
Hey, Fern.
322
00:23:10,515 --> 00:23:11,724
Hey, Linda.
323
00:23:11,808 --> 00:23:13,184
Come over and join us.
324
00:23:13,268 --> 00:23:15,019
No, I'm just gonna
take a little walk.
325
00:23:15,103 --> 00:23:17,605
- Okay.
- Be back soon.
326
00:24:20,668 --> 00:24:23,421
Hey. Good morning...
327
00:24:23,504 --> 00:24:25,131
- Bob.
- Morning.
328
00:24:45,818 --> 00:24:47,528
One of the questions
I get all the time is,
329
00:24:47,612 --> 00:24:48,825
"Bob, I have to live in the city.
330
00:24:48,905 --> 00:24:50,368
"I'd like to be out here, but I can't.
331
00:24:50,448 --> 00:24:53,618
"How can I avoid
the famous knock on the door?"
332
00:24:53,701 --> 00:24:55,453
So, I've developed what I call
333
00:24:55,536 --> 00:24:57,538
the Ten Commandments of Stealth Parking.
334
00:25:03,127 --> 00:25:06,089
Stop being so quiet.
335
00:25:06,172 --> 00:25:08,216
And then, in and out. Just make...
336
00:25:08,299 --> 00:25:09,676
You gotta make the hole bigger
337
00:25:09,759 --> 00:25:11,344
so the rope fits.
338
00:25:11,427 --> 00:25:13,471
Very... Yeah. That's it. That's perfect.
339
00:25:15,181 --> 00:25:17,100
- Oh, my God. Ladies.
- Then you go...
340
00:25:20,144 --> 00:25:22,939
I love this lifestyle.
It is a lifestyle of freedom
341
00:25:23,022 --> 00:25:25,566
and beauty, and connection to the Earth.
342
00:25:25,650 --> 00:25:28,403
Yet there is a trade-off.
343
00:25:28,486 --> 00:25:30,988
You gotta learn how to
take care of your own shit.
344
00:25:32,323 --> 00:25:35,952
Most of us, in this lifestyle,
use a five-gallon bucket.
345
00:25:36,661 --> 00:25:40,623
Most of us are in vans
or something larger.
346
00:25:40,707 --> 00:25:42,375
I'm in a Prius,
347
00:25:43,251 --> 00:25:45,461
so I use a two-gallon bucket.
348
00:25:45,545 --> 00:25:47,865
If you have bad knees,
you could use a seven-gallon bucket.
349
00:25:50,758 --> 00:25:52,343
- Hi, Fern.
- Hi, guys.
350
00:25:57,432 --> 00:26:00,309
- Got these for you.
- Thank you. These are nice.
351
00:26:00,393 --> 00:26:01,394
Yeah.
352
00:26:01,477 --> 00:26:03,312
She always has
some nice appliances.
353
00:26:05,314 --> 00:26:07,358
Here, you should take this one.
354
00:26:07,442 --> 00:26:09,360
That one's kind of funky.
355
00:26:09,444 --> 00:26:10,903
These yours?
356
00:26:10,987 --> 00:26:14,407
Yeah. There's
a black hole in every van.
357
00:26:14,490 --> 00:26:17,827
Specially mine. One time I had
seven of these can openers.
358
00:26:17,910 --> 00:26:19,412
Doesn't happen to me.
359
00:26:19,495 --> 00:26:22,206
Trade you for a potholder. I make 'em.
360
00:26:22,290 --> 00:26:25,084
Okay, sure. What is this? Crochet?
361
00:26:25,168 --> 00:26:26,294
No. Something different.
362
00:26:28,212 --> 00:26:29,922
- Nice.
- Wow, that is nice.
363
00:26:30,006 --> 00:26:31,052
Yeah.-
364
00:26:31,132 --> 00:26:32,550
It's going home with me.
365
00:26:32,633 --> 00:26:34,051
Okay.
366
00:26:34,135 --> 00:26:35,261
See ya.
367
00:26:35,344 --> 00:26:36,888
- Thank you.
- Yep.
368
00:26:48,024 --> 00:26:50,276
Seems like the work
is not gonna be horrible.
369
00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:52,403
Oh, it's sliding.
370
00:26:52,487 --> 00:26:55,490
Do you take résumés?-
371
00:26:55,573 --> 00:26:57,366
I'll leave it with you, just in case.
372
00:26:57,450 --> 00:27:00,161
- No. Just go on...
- Go online?
373
00:27:00,244 --> 00:27:01,290
- Yeah.
- Oh, okay.
374
00:27:01,370 --> 00:27:03,289
I got a four-pack for $100.
375
00:27:03,372 --> 00:27:04,749
Just like that.
376
00:27:06,626 --> 00:27:07,627
Did you feel it?
377
00:27:07,710 --> 00:27:08,881
That's what it does to people.
378
00:27:08,961 --> 00:27:10,441
- It scared me.
- It scares them away.
379
00:27:11,339 --> 00:27:13,508
You guys know how much money
is sitting here?
380
00:27:13,591 --> 00:27:15,927
It's like they're, dinosaurs.
381
00:27:18,304 --> 00:27:21,057
Nope. Watch out, watch out.
382
00:27:21,140 --> 00:27:22,391
Watch the steps.
383
00:27:22,475 --> 00:27:23,601
Welcome aboard.
384
00:27:24,769 --> 00:27:26,938
It's like a disco.
385
00:27:27,021 --> 00:27:28,648
Oh, my gosh.
386
00:27:29,899 --> 00:27:32,443
Oh, the lighting is beautiful.
387
00:27:32,527 --> 00:27:35,446
- Washer and dryer.
- Oh, my gosh.
388
00:27:35,530 --> 00:27:38,783
- You're kidding.
- Oh, man.
389
00:27:38,866 --> 00:27:40,952
Okay, ladies, where are we going?
390
00:27:41,035 --> 00:27:42,370
- Hawaii.
- No, no.
391
00:27:42,453 --> 00:27:43,541
Well, yeah.
392
00:27:43,621 --> 00:27:45,832
Well, there's water
between here and there.
393
00:27:45,915 --> 00:27:47,583
Let's not go to the East Coast.
394
00:27:47,667 --> 00:27:49,335
There's no place big enough over there
395
00:27:49,418 --> 00:27:51,420
to park something this size.
396
00:27:51,504 --> 00:27:52,797
This is a magic bus.
397
00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:54,841
We could go to Hawaii.
398
00:27:54,924 --> 00:27:56,342
Okay. Hawaii.
399
00:27:56,425 --> 00:27:58,219
In our vans again
400
00:27:59,846 --> 00:28:03,391
Goin' places
That we've never been
401
00:28:04,517 --> 00:28:06,060
Going places
402
00:28:06,143 --> 00:28:08,813
We may never go again
403
00:28:08,896 --> 00:28:12,859
And we can't wait
to get in our vans again
404
00:28:12,942 --> 00:28:15,570
Rubber tramps again
405
00:28:16,571 --> 00:28:20,283
Like a band of Gypsies
we go down to Quartzsite
406
00:28:21,117 --> 00:28:22,994
We'll see Bob again
407
00:28:23,077 --> 00:28:24,954
All right. In Quartzsite, Arizona,
408
00:28:25,037 --> 00:28:26,956
especially in the Quartzsite Yacht Club,
409
00:28:27,039 --> 00:28:28,958
line dancing is
a long-standing tradition,
410
00:28:29,041 --> 00:28:30,835
so here we go.
411
00:28:30,918 --> 00:28:33,337
Well, I went down to Quartzsite
412
00:28:33,421 --> 00:28:35,423
Been trying to sell my wares
413
00:28:35,506 --> 00:28:39,302
I got a great selection
you can't find just anywhere
414
00:28:39,385 --> 00:28:43,097
Well, I know I've got no money
I hear it all the time
415
00:28:43,180 --> 00:28:45,433
I bet they'll be back tomorrow
416
00:28:45,516 --> 00:28:47,018
'Cause that's your favorite line
417
00:28:47,101 --> 00:28:49,562
Well, I'm selling drink at half-price
418
00:28:49,645 --> 00:28:51,063
I'm taking out a loan
419
00:28:51,147 --> 00:28:53,649
Man, if I don't make some money soon
420
00:28:53,733 --> 00:28:55,192
I'll never get back home
421
00:28:55,276 --> 00:28:58,362
I got the Quartzsite vendor blues
422
00:28:59,906 --> 00:29:03,326
Looks like you got a hankering
to go out there.
423
00:29:04,660 --> 00:29:06,621
No.
424
00:29:06,704 --> 00:29:07,872
You sure?
425
00:29:08,581 --> 00:29:09,582
Okay.
426
00:29:09,665 --> 00:29:11,292
- Come on.
- All right.
427
00:29:12,335 --> 00:29:14,879
And we can start over
428
00:29:14,962 --> 00:29:17,465
With what could've been
429
00:29:18,424 --> 00:29:19,967
There are no professionals here.
430
00:29:20,051 --> 00:29:21,510
We'll hold each other close
431
00:29:21,594 --> 00:29:25,056
And fall in love again
432
00:29:25,139 --> 00:29:27,767
We'll hold each other close
433
00:29:27,850 --> 00:29:31,228
And fall in love again
434
00:29:31,312 --> 00:29:37,193
So have you ever thought of
getting back with me
435
00:29:38,194 --> 00:29:44,283
And maybe things can be
the way they used to be
436
00:29:44,367 --> 00:29:47,370
I swear I'll never hurt you
437
00:29:47,453 --> 00:29:50,498
I'll never set you free
438
00:29:50,581 --> 00:29:55,628
If you ever think
of getting back with me
439
00:29:59,924 --> 00:30:02,009
Goodbye, Fern!
440
00:30:40,214 --> 00:30:42,049
Nice.
441
00:30:44,677 --> 00:30:46,637
...for your security while on the road,
442
00:30:46,721 --> 00:30:48,055
or out in the boondocks,
443
00:30:48,139 --> 00:30:50,725
so if there are any questions
you may have
444
00:30:50,808 --> 00:30:53,602
regarding R V system design, maintenance,
445
00:30:53,686 --> 00:30:55,271
and troubleshooting,
446
00:30:55,354 --> 00:30:57,732
stop on by today, and bring your rig,
447
00:30:57,815 --> 00:30:59,650
so that we can help you take advantage
448
00:30:59,734 --> 00:31:02,445
of what Mother Nature
is offering for free.
449
00:31:41,692 --> 00:31:44,528
Hey, Ron. Can you come here a second?
450
00:31:44,612 --> 00:31:46,989
These guys have some really nice stuff.
451
00:31:47,698 --> 00:31:49,408
This is Noodle, Roxy. That's Ron.
452
00:31:49,492 --> 00:31:50,743
- How's it going, Ron?
- Noodle.
453
00:31:50,826 --> 00:31:51,914
Trying to make some gas money.
454
00:31:51,994 --> 00:31:53,537
- Roxy.
- Nice to meet you.
455
00:31:53,621 --> 00:31:55,084
Yeah, I think
these are really nice, Ron.
456
00:31:55,164 --> 00:31:56,165
Look at that work.
457
00:31:56,248 --> 00:31:58,417
- It's got nice whoop-de-doos.
- Yeah, look at that.
458
00:31:58,501 --> 00:32:00,836
- Yeah. Look, look.
- I see those.
459
00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:02,020
Ron, look.
460
00:32:29,156 --> 00:32:30,866
Hello, ma'am.
461
00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:33,744
You by chance have an extra cigarette?
462
00:32:33,828 --> 00:32:35,830
Yeah, sure.
463
00:32:35,913 --> 00:32:37,748
Need a light?
464
00:32:37,832 --> 00:32:39,583
I'd love one.
465
00:32:43,045 --> 00:32:44,213
Need it?
466
00:32:44,296 --> 00:32:46,132
Well, sure. Thank you.
467
00:32:46,215 --> 00:32:47,550
- Yep.
- What's your name?
468
00:32:47,633 --> 00:32:49,260
- Fern.
- Fern, Derek.
469
00:32:49,343 --> 00:32:50,344
Hi, Derek.
470
00:32:50,427 --> 00:32:52,016
- Well, it's nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
471
00:32:52,096 --> 00:32:53,681
I'll be seeing you.
472
00:33:16,704 --> 00:33:17,913
What?
473
00:33:18,664 --> 00:33:19,710
What?
474
00:33:19,790 --> 00:33:21,390
It's Fern, it's Fern, Swankie.
It's Fern.
475
00:33:24,295 --> 00:33:26,463
- Hey. Hi.
- Didn't you see the flag?
476
00:33:26,547 --> 00:33:27,843
- Yeah, yeah. I'm sorry.
- It means
477
00:33:27,923 --> 00:33:29,800
- I don't wanna be disturbed.
- I know.
478
00:33:29,884 --> 00:33:31,218
I need a ride to town.
479
00:33:31,302 --> 00:33:32,348
Why?
480
00:33:32,428 --> 00:33:34,346
I blew my tire.
481
00:33:34,430 --> 00:33:35,806
Well, go change it.
482
00:33:35,890 --> 00:33:37,057
I don't have a spare.
483
00:33:37,141 --> 00:33:38,267
You don't have a spare?
484
00:33:38,350 --> 00:33:40,510
You're out in the boondocks
and you don't have a spare?
485
00:33:45,524 --> 00:33:47,818
You can die out here.
You're out in the wilderness,
486
00:33:47,902 --> 00:33:49,445
far away from anybody.
487
00:33:49,528 --> 00:33:51,408
You can die out here.
Don't you understand that?
488
00:33:51,488 --> 00:33:52,740
You have to take it seriously.
489
00:33:52,823 --> 00:33:54,161
You have to have a way to get help.
490
00:33:54,241 --> 00:33:55,955
You have to be able
to change your own tire.
491
00:33:56,035 --> 00:33:57,578
I appreciate it. Thanks, Swankie.
492
00:33:57,661 --> 00:33:58,954
All right.
493
00:33:59,038 --> 00:34:01,207
You can... You can pay me back.
494
00:34:01,290 --> 00:34:03,751
I'm gonna go on this trip.
I'm getting ready to leave.
495
00:34:03,834 --> 00:34:06,253
I got a lot to do.
I can't get it all done fast enough.
496
00:34:06,337 --> 00:34:07,466
Yeah, sure. I owe ya. I owe ya.
497
00:34:07,546 --> 00:34:08,759
You can help me finish things up.
498
00:34:08,839 --> 00:34:10,177
- I really appreciate it.
- You got it.
499
00:34:10,257 --> 00:34:11,634
Here's what I suggest.
500
00:34:11,717 --> 00:34:13,260
Don't get AAA, okay?
501
00:34:13,344 --> 00:34:14,932
You gotta get something
like a SPOT device.
502
00:34:15,012 --> 00:34:16,222
A satellite tracking device.
503
00:34:16,305 --> 00:34:17,681
We need to soak the sandpaper.
504
00:34:17,765 --> 00:34:19,308
It's called wet and dry.
505
00:34:19,391 --> 00:34:20,726
We need it to be wet.
506
00:34:20,809 --> 00:34:21,810
Ready?
507
00:34:21,894 --> 00:34:25,231
Ready. Yep.
508
00:34:25,314 --> 00:34:27,358
Now we need to mask the fender off,
509
00:34:27,441 --> 00:34:29,693
because white paint will land
on the fender, too.
510
00:34:29,777 --> 00:34:31,445
Put plastic over this.
511
00:34:31,528 --> 00:34:32,905
All right, let me just say
512
00:34:32,988 --> 00:34:35,282
that this is a lot more
complicated than I thought.
513
00:34:35,366 --> 00:34:36,659
Oh, it's very, very complicated.
514
00:34:36,742 --> 00:34:38,118
And it's taking me
515
00:34:38,202 --> 00:34:41,580
a long time to patch all
the peeling paint on this van.
516
00:34:42,289 --> 00:34:43,999
- So are you quitting on me?
- Okay.
517
00:34:44,083 --> 00:34:45,876
No, no, I'm not quitting.
518
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:47,294
When we get done with all this,
519
00:34:47,378 --> 00:34:48,754
I'm gonna give you all my paint.
520
00:34:48,837 --> 00:34:50,589
I don't want to take
any more of it with me,
521
00:34:50,673 --> 00:34:54,051
you can have it all 'cause
your van looks kind of...
522
00:34:54,843 --> 00:34:55,931
ratty.
523
00:34:56,011 --> 00:34:57,638
No, it doesn't.
524
00:34:57,721 --> 00:34:59,974
She does not. She just needs a wash.
525
00:35:00,057 --> 00:35:02,601
No. You take my paint.
526
00:35:19,576 --> 00:35:22,079
Ratty.
527
00:36:15,257 --> 00:36:17,718
Fern. It's Swankie.
528
00:36:17,801 --> 00:36:19,678
What? I'm indisposed.
529
00:36:19,762 --> 00:36:21,430
Where did I get all this stuff?
530
00:36:21,513 --> 00:36:23,474
- Yeah? Well, it adds up.
- Where'd it come from?
531
00:36:23,557 --> 00:36:25,184
I just put on Facebook,
532
00:36:25,267 --> 00:36:26,935
Quartzsite Chatter, the other day
533
00:36:27,019 --> 00:36:28,482
that I was givin' all this stuff away
534
00:36:28,562 --> 00:36:30,439
and I asked people to come get it.
535
00:36:30,522 --> 00:36:31,982
So, I'm hopin' they do.
536
00:36:32,733 --> 00:36:33,901
I love this.
537
00:36:33,984 --> 00:36:35,072
Take it.
538
00:36:35,152 --> 00:36:36,987
- You kidding?
- It's yours.
539
00:36:37,071 --> 00:36:38,238
That's nice.
540
00:36:38,322 --> 00:36:39,722
You look really good in that chair.
541
00:36:40,741 --> 00:36:43,077
And that's called
red, white, and blue jasper.
542
00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:44,286
What's that?
543
00:36:44,370 --> 00:36:47,247
That's petrified palm wood.
544
00:36:47,331 --> 00:36:49,958
And that's part of the same...
545
00:36:50,667 --> 00:36:52,920
rock, and...
546
00:36:55,339 --> 00:36:56,802
- Careful, your arm.
- That's another one
547
00:36:56,882 --> 00:36:58,634
of the red, white, and blue.
548
00:37:00,427 --> 00:37:03,472
- What's going on? What?
- I don't feel very good.
549
00:37:03,555 --> 00:37:05,557
- I got a headache.
- Hey.
550
00:37:05,641 --> 00:37:07,726
Here. Sit down.
551
00:37:10,771 --> 00:37:11,980
Got it?
552
00:37:14,358 --> 00:37:15,943
What's goin' on? What do you need?
553
00:37:16,026 --> 00:37:17,403
My head hurts really, really bad
554
00:37:17,486 --> 00:37:19,238
and I'm nauseated.
555
00:37:19,321 --> 00:37:20,697
Water'll help? Would water help?
556
00:37:20,781 --> 00:37:21,881
Oh, yeah.
557
00:37:23,075 --> 00:37:25,244
- Oh, boy.
- Here.
558
00:37:27,371 --> 00:37:28,664
Careful, your arm.
559
00:37:36,338 --> 00:37:39,091
Mrs. McQuarry
reminded me of someone.
560
00:37:43,762 --> 00:37:45,931
You all right?
561
00:37:46,014 --> 00:37:47,474
I...
562
00:37:47,558 --> 00:37:49,101
I guess I'm all right.
563
00:37:59,570 --> 00:38:00,821
You okay?
564
00:38:04,491 --> 00:38:06,577
Doctors told me that...
565
00:38:06,660 --> 00:38:10,080
Well, I had cancer removed
from my lung a while back
566
00:38:10,164 --> 00:38:13,500
and, small cell carcinoma.
567
00:38:13,584 --> 00:38:16,962
And they told me
it's spread to my brain.
568
00:38:17,045 --> 00:38:20,382
And they've only given me
seven or eight months to live.
569
00:38:21,175 --> 00:38:22,593
I'm sorry.
570
00:38:23,510 --> 00:38:24,598
I'm sorry.
571
00:38:24,678 --> 00:38:26,096
I'm gonna
572
00:38:26,180 --> 00:38:27,723
take my trip.
573
00:38:27,806 --> 00:38:29,433
I'm gonna go back to Alaska again,
574
00:38:29,516 --> 00:38:31,059
because of some good memories.
575
00:38:31,143 --> 00:38:32,853
And, um,
576
00:38:33,687 --> 00:38:36,023
just do what I have to do.
577
00:38:36,106 --> 00:38:39,485
I have this book called
Final Exit by Dr. Kevorkian.
578
00:38:39,568 --> 00:38:41,487
Some people call him Dr. Death.
579
00:38:41,570 --> 00:38:43,989
And it's like, various ways
580
00:38:44,072 --> 00:38:46,492
that you can end your life
if you need to.
581
00:38:46,575 --> 00:38:47,576
And, um,
582
00:38:47,659 --> 00:38:50,078
it's kind of like a recipe.
583
00:38:50,162 --> 00:38:53,165
I have it, if I have to fall
back on it for some ideas,
584
00:38:53,248 --> 00:38:55,792
but I'm not gonna spend any more time
585
00:38:55,876 --> 00:38:57,836
indoors in a hospital.
586
00:38:58,629 --> 00:38:59,922
No, thanks.
587
00:39:05,552 --> 00:39:07,721
I'm gonna be 75 this year
588
00:39:07,804 --> 00:39:09,973
and I think I've lived
a pretty good life.
589
00:39:10,057 --> 00:39:11,850
I've seen some really neat things,
590
00:39:11,934 --> 00:39:14,186
kayaking, all those places.
591
00:39:14,269 --> 00:39:17,606
And, you know, moose in the wild.
592
00:39:17,689 --> 00:39:21,109
A moose family on a river in Idaho.
593
00:39:23,278 --> 00:39:25,656
And big, white pelicans landin'
594
00:39:25,739 --> 00:39:27,282
just six feet over my kayak
595
00:39:27,366 --> 00:39:29,076
on a lake in Colorado.
596
00:39:29,159 --> 00:39:30,327
Or...
597
00:39:31,078 --> 00:39:35,165
um, come around a bend, was a cliff,
598
00:39:35,249 --> 00:39:37,584
and find hundreds and hundreds
of swallow nests
599
00:39:37,668 --> 00:39:39,086
on the wall of the cliff.
600
00:39:39,169 --> 00:39:41,588
And the swallows flyin' all around.
601
00:39:41,672 --> 00:39:43,757
And reflecting in the water
602
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:46,176
so it looks like I'm flying
with the swallows
603
00:39:46,260 --> 00:39:47,598
and they're under me, and over me,
604
00:39:47,678 --> 00:39:48,765
and all around me.
605
00:39:48,845 --> 00:39:50,931
And the little babies are hatchin' out
606
00:39:51,014 --> 00:39:52,766
and egg shells are fallin' out
of the nests,
607
00:39:52,849 --> 00:39:54,893
landin' on the water
and floatin' on the water.
608
00:39:54,977 --> 00:39:56,311
These little white shells.
609
00:39:56,395 --> 00:39:58,480
It's like, well, it's just so awesome.
610
00:39:58,564 --> 00:40:01,400
I felt like I'd done enough.
My life was complete.
611
00:40:01,483 --> 00:40:04,027
If I died right then, that moment,
612
00:40:04,111 --> 00:40:05,279
it'd be perfectly fine.
613
00:40:24,590 --> 00:40:26,675
I don't know. Maybe when I die,
614
00:40:26,758 --> 00:40:28,927
my friends will gather around the fire
615
00:40:29,011 --> 00:40:31,847
and toss a rock into the fire
in memory of me.
616
00:40:38,353 --> 00:40:40,480
Oh, I see somethin' neat.
617
00:40:52,534 --> 00:40:55,495
Here we go. And then pull it up
618
00:40:55,579 --> 00:40:56,913
and close it up.
619
00:40:56,997 --> 00:40:58,123
How's that?-
620
00:40:58,206 --> 00:41:01,710
Look at this.
621
00:41:09,926 --> 00:41:12,179
My grandmother made that for me,
and gave it to me.
622
00:41:12,262 --> 00:41:14,431
So, enjoy. Take good care of it.
623
00:41:14,514 --> 00:41:16,558
- Thank you.
- Bye.
624
00:42:27,129 --> 00:42:29,506
Can I tell you somethin', Swankie?
625
00:42:29,589 --> 00:42:30,841
What?
626
00:42:30,924 --> 00:42:33,719
Been thinkin' a lot about my husband Bo.
627
00:42:33,802 --> 00:42:35,387
When it got really bad at the end,
628
00:42:35,470 --> 00:42:36,722
they had him in the hospital
629
00:42:36,805 --> 00:42:38,181
on morphine drip
630
00:42:38,265 --> 00:42:40,726
and I would sit there at night,
in the hospital.
631
00:42:42,394 --> 00:42:43,729
And...
632
00:42:44,855 --> 00:42:47,733
I'd wanna put my thumb down
on that morphine drip
633
00:42:47,816 --> 00:42:49,526
just a little bit longer...
634
00:42:51,445 --> 00:42:52,904
so I could let him go.
635
00:42:54,322 --> 00:42:56,867
Maybe I should have tried harder
636
00:42:58,368 --> 00:43:02,038
so he could have gone sooner
without all that pain.
637
00:43:03,540 --> 00:43:05,375
Well, maybe he wouldn't have
wanted that.
638
00:43:05,459 --> 00:43:07,794
Maybe he was tryin' to stay
with you as long as he could.
639
00:43:09,379 --> 00:43:11,882
I'm sure you took good care
of him, Fern.
640
00:43:14,134 --> 00:43:15,302
I did.
641
00:43:21,141 --> 00:43:22,726
Bye, Fern.
642
00:43:56,551 --> 00:43:57,761
All right.
643
00:43:58,887 --> 00:44:01,515
Hey, hey, how 'bout a drink?
644
00:44:02,557 --> 00:44:06,019
How about a toast to our friends?
645
00:44:06,770 --> 00:44:09,815
Not the friends
you're gonna see every day, no
646
00:44:09,898 --> 00:44:12,484
Instead we're gonna drink to the friends
647
00:44:12,567 --> 00:44:14,694
Who had to go away
648
00:44:14,778 --> 00:44:17,155
I bet you know just who I mean
649
00:44:17,239 --> 00:44:19,866
The friends who had to depart
650
00:44:19,950 --> 00:44:22,285
The friends in our heart
651
00:44:24,162 --> 00:44:26,832
Ya hear the blues
652
00:44:26,915 --> 00:44:29,000
In my boogie
653
00:44:29,084 --> 00:44:32,796
Can you see the blood in my beer
654
00:44:32,879 --> 00:44:36,091
Just help me laugh at pain
655
00:44:36,174 --> 00:44:39,511
Help me smile away the tears
656
00:45:19,718 --> 00:45:22,137
Fern!
657
00:46:50,183 --> 00:46:51,396
- Hey. How you doin'?
- Hi there.
658
00:46:51,476 --> 00:46:52,936
- Thank you very much.
- Yeah, sure.
659
00:46:53,019 --> 00:46:54,813
- It's just black, so...
- That's good.
660
00:46:57,273 --> 00:46:59,192
Hello. Coffee?
661
00:47:04,990 --> 00:47:07,117
- I know you.
- Yeah, hi. Dave. Right?
662
00:47:07,200 --> 00:47:08,576
Guess.
663
00:47:08,660 --> 00:47:10,078
- Fern.
- Yes.
664
00:47:10,161 --> 00:47:11,913
I have your can opener.
665
00:47:11,997 --> 00:47:14,124
Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you do.
666
00:47:14,207 --> 00:47:15,792
Are you working here now or...
667
00:47:15,875 --> 00:47:17,377
Yeah, first year.
668
00:47:17,460 --> 00:47:19,462
So, coffee?
669
00:47:19,546 --> 00:47:21,715
Yeah, sure.
670
00:47:25,427 --> 00:47:27,095
- Yeah.
- That's good.
671
00:47:28,722 --> 00:47:30,348
Black, so...
672
00:47:30,432 --> 00:47:33,268
If you want anything in it,
you gotta put it in. So, see ya.
673
00:47:33,351 --> 00:47:35,148
- Yeah. Have a good day.
- I'm your camp host.
674
00:47:35,228 --> 00:47:37,063
One thing you wanna make sure
675
00:47:37,147 --> 00:47:39,274
that you always do is put on gloves.
676
00:47:39,357 --> 00:47:40,775
You need to protect your health.
677
00:47:40,859 --> 00:47:43,570
We have people from all over
the world coming here.
678
00:47:43,653 --> 00:47:45,697
Give 'em a little puff.
679
00:47:45,780 --> 00:47:47,282
And that's it.
680
00:47:55,915 --> 00:47:58,710
The walls, too?
Or just that silver thing?
681
00:47:58,793 --> 00:48:00,433
- Oh, walls, too. Yes.
- Walls, too. Okay.
682
00:48:01,337 --> 00:48:04,549
Where do you go
to find scenery like this?
683
00:48:04,632 --> 00:48:06,054
- Right here is where you go.
- Yeah.
684
00:48:06,134 --> 00:48:08,303
- The Badlands.
- The Badlands.
685
00:48:09,554 --> 00:48:11,598
We be the bitches of the Badlands.
686
00:48:20,940 --> 00:48:22,942
Look. Look.
687
00:48:29,699 --> 00:48:32,327
I don't want those on me. No.
688
00:48:32,410 --> 00:48:34,079
Some people.
689
00:48:34,162 --> 00:48:35,872
Oh, that's almost
a whole bag of Doritos.
690
00:48:35,955 --> 00:48:38,083
- Excuse me.
- Yeah?
691
00:48:39,626 --> 00:48:40,919
Are you the camp host?
692
00:48:41,002 --> 00:48:42,879
Yeah. I'm Fern. That's Linda May.
693
00:48:42,962 --> 00:48:44,214
- How you guys doin'?
- Good.
694
00:48:44,297 --> 00:48:45,552
- I'd shake your hand...
- I'm Victor.
695
00:48:45,632 --> 00:48:46,720
...but you wouldn't. Not now.
696
00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:48,176
Yeah. You don't wanna touch these.
697
00:48:48,259 --> 00:48:49,469
Well, the power's out here.
698
00:48:49,552 --> 00:48:51,552
We're tryin' to have
our daughter's birthday party.
699
00:48:53,556 --> 00:48:54,557
Is it on?
700
00:48:54,641 --> 00:48:55,975
- It's on!
- All right!
701
00:48:56,059 --> 00:48:58,520
Do you want me to tie this one
on your wrist, too?
702
00:48:58,603 --> 00:49:00,313
Oh, no! The wind's picking up!
703
00:49:01,147 --> 00:49:03,149
Oh, my. Oops.
704
00:49:03,233 --> 00:49:05,110
Which hand do you want it on?
705
00:49:05,193 --> 00:49:06,569
That one?
706
00:49:06,653 --> 00:49:08,404
What beautiful hands.
707
00:49:08,488 --> 00:49:11,074
- Thank you.
- There you go.
708
00:49:11,157 --> 00:49:13,576
Welcome to Badlands Spa.
709
00:49:13,660 --> 00:49:17,247
Can I please have a volunteer
from the audience?
710
00:49:17,330 --> 00:49:18,623
- Pick me.
- Okay.
711
00:49:23,253 --> 00:49:25,338
Oh, doesn't that feel wonderful?
712
00:49:25,421 --> 00:49:26,756
What's your name, miss?
713
00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:28,466
- Linda.
- Linda.
714
00:49:38,351 --> 00:49:39,727
Hi, may I help you?
715
00:49:39,811 --> 00:49:41,396
Yes. We're here for the tour.
716
00:49:41,479 --> 00:49:43,523
The tour will be
in about 15 minutes.
717
00:49:43,606 --> 00:49:45,024
Should we wait right here?
718
00:49:45,108 --> 00:49:46,526
You can wait if you want, here.
719
00:49:46,609 --> 00:49:48,198
I got a great map
of the local area, here.
720
00:49:48,278 --> 00:49:49,741
We have a schedule of some of the summer
721
00:49:49,821 --> 00:49:50,825
- activities right here.
- Hi.
722
00:49:50,905 --> 00:49:52,657
- You can take one.
- Oh, wonderful.
723
00:49:56,995 --> 00:49:58,872
- There you go.
- Okay.
724
00:49:58,955 --> 00:50:01,207
This is gonna be really exciting.
725
00:50:01,291 --> 00:50:02,625
Rub two stones together.
726
00:50:03,877 --> 00:50:05,253
And you'll see what happens
727
00:50:05,336 --> 00:50:06,880
as they start to get like sand.
728
00:50:07,755 --> 00:50:11,342
That's why it's so easy
for a paleontologist
729
00:50:11,426 --> 00:50:12,927
to find fossils in here.
730
00:50:13,011 --> 00:50:14,470
Why are there holes in the rocks?
731
00:50:14,554 --> 00:50:16,514
That's a...
That's a very good question.
732
00:50:16,598 --> 00:50:19,434
At one time, there was air
inside these rocks.
733
00:50:19,517 --> 00:50:22,312
Like little pockets,
little bubbles of gas.
734
00:50:23,354 --> 00:50:25,106
And they're trapped inside the rocks.
735
00:50:25,190 --> 00:50:27,817
That's what makes them
so, breakable.
736
00:51:12,445 --> 00:51:14,864
Find anything interesting?
737
00:51:15,740 --> 00:51:17,116
Rocks!
738
00:51:23,081 --> 00:51:24,457
Hey, Fern!
739
00:51:35,426 --> 00:51:37,804
Hey, Greg.
740
00:51:37,887 --> 00:51:38,933
Line that up.
741
00:51:39,013 --> 00:51:40,139
Salud!
742
00:51:40,223 --> 00:51:41,474
To the earthship.
743
00:51:41,557 --> 00:51:43,438
- To the earthship, Linda May.
- To the earthship.
744
00:51:43,518 --> 00:51:45,353
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.
745
00:51:45,436 --> 00:51:46,688
Thank you.
746
00:51:49,774 --> 00:51:51,359
Oh, yeah.
747
00:51:51,442 --> 00:51:53,528
Oh, makes your voice go high.
748
00:51:53,611 --> 00:51:55,488
Oh, yeah.
749
00:51:56,614 --> 00:51:57,615
Okay.
750
00:51:57,699 --> 00:52:00,827
This is my land in Arizona.
751
00:52:00,910 --> 00:52:03,079
I'm gonna build an earthship
752
00:52:03,162 --> 00:52:05,540
that's a totally self-contained house,
753
00:52:05,623 --> 00:52:08,835
built out of tires,
and bottles, and cans.
754
00:52:08,918 --> 00:52:10,128
So it has no waste.
755
00:52:10,211 --> 00:52:12,839
It in no way harms the land, this house.
756
00:52:12,922 --> 00:52:15,133
- Self-sufficient?
- Self-sufficient.
757
00:52:15,216 --> 00:52:17,719
It looks like a living piece of art
758
00:52:17,802 --> 00:52:19,637
that you've made
with your own two hands.
759
00:52:19,721 --> 00:52:22,640
It's something that I can
leave to my grandchildren.
760
00:52:22,724 --> 00:52:25,852
This house would be there
for generations.
761
00:52:25,935 --> 00:52:27,687
Outlive us all.
762
00:52:27,770 --> 00:52:29,480
That's a good thing.
763
00:52:32,775 --> 00:52:34,277
There. Now we're on.
764
00:52:34,986 --> 00:52:36,988
When you get old, you get personality.
765
00:52:37,071 --> 00:52:38,406
Yeah.
766
00:52:38,489 --> 00:52:41,492
I'm not gonna
see you for a while.
767
00:52:41,576 --> 00:52:43,119
But... But...
768
00:52:47,123 --> 00:52:49,542
You come and see me.
769
00:52:49,625 --> 00:52:51,919
You come and stay as long as you like.
770
00:52:52,003 --> 00:52:54,130
Whenever you like.
771
00:52:54,213 --> 00:52:56,090
- Okay.
- Thank you.
772
00:52:56,174 --> 00:52:58,551
..- Thank you, Linda May.
773
00:52:58,634 --> 00:53:00,595
Oh, thank you.
774
00:53:00,678 --> 00:53:02,889
You have given me so much.
775
00:53:07,435 --> 00:53:09,312
- Okay. Okay.
- Okay. Okay.
776
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:48,700
Hi, Fern.
777
00:53:50,353 --> 00:53:53,147
I was at the gas station, and,
778
00:53:53,231 --> 00:53:54,899
and I think it's better if you don't
779
00:53:54,982 --> 00:53:56,362
drive through the park when it's dark
780
00:53:56,442 --> 00:53:58,194
for your cigarettes, so I got you these.
781
00:53:58,277 --> 00:53:59,324
What are they?
782
00:53:59,404 --> 00:54:00,822
Licorice sticks.
783
00:54:00,905 --> 00:54:02,532
I can't smoke licorice sticks, Dave.
784
00:54:02,615 --> 00:54:04,742
I know, but you can chew on these,
785
00:54:04,826 --> 00:54:07,745
and, you know, they help curb the urge.
786
00:54:07,829 --> 00:54:09,288
I'm not gonna quit smoking, Dave.
787
00:54:09,372 --> 00:54:11,541
Yeah, I know, but you should try these.
788
00:54:12,250 --> 00:54:14,085
They're good for the digestion, too.
789
00:54:14,961 --> 00:54:16,921
Fine. Thanks.
790
00:54:17,004 --> 00:54:19,507
- What's going on?
- Ants. I've got ants.
791
00:54:19,590 --> 00:54:21,134
Oh, ants. They're okay.
792
00:54:21,217 --> 00:54:23,928
No, they're not.
They're in my food, Dave!
793
00:54:24,011 --> 00:54:25,471
I can do it. Thanks.
794
00:54:28,015 --> 00:54:29,183
Where do you want this?
795
00:54:33,438 --> 00:54:35,106
Fern, I'm sorry.
796
00:54:35,189 --> 00:54:36,649
I'm sorry, I didn't know that...
797
00:54:36,732 --> 00:54:38,025
Go over there!
798
00:54:41,988 --> 00:54:43,197
You don't have to shout. Okay?
799
00:54:43,281 --> 00:54:44,369
Stay over there.
800
00:54:44,449 --> 00:54:45,549
I'm going.
801
00:55:23,029 --> 00:55:24,405
Okay.
802
00:55:34,123 --> 00:55:36,667
No, we're closed.
803
00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:52,934
You are one of those lucky people
804
00:55:53,017 --> 00:55:54,936
that is from the United States.
805
00:55:55,019 --> 00:55:57,230
- Of the US of A.
- Yes.
806
00:55:57,313 --> 00:55:59,398
- Yes, I am.
- And you can travel anywhere.
807
00:55:59,482 --> 00:56:00,608
Yes, ma'am. I know.
808
00:56:00,691 --> 00:56:02,735
And they sometimes call you
809
00:56:02,818 --> 00:56:04,529
- nomads...
- Yeah.
810
00:56:04,612 --> 00:56:06,447
...or people who don't have a home.
811
00:56:06,531 --> 00:56:09,116
I see that you have this ring.
812
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:11,577
Are you married?
813
00:56:11,661 --> 00:56:13,204
I am,
814
00:56:13,287 --> 00:56:15,706
but my husband died.
815
00:56:16,874 --> 00:56:18,292
And so...
816
00:56:19,377 --> 00:56:20,545
I'm not gonna take that off.
817
00:56:20,628 --> 00:56:23,172
That ring is a circle.
818
00:56:23,256 --> 00:56:25,091
And it never ends.
819
00:56:25,841 --> 00:56:28,636
And that means
that your love never ends.
820
00:56:30,721 --> 00:56:34,392
And you may not be able
to take it off if you tried.
821
00:56:35,059 --> 00:56:36,147
I don't think I could.
822
00:56:36,227 --> 00:56:37,327
No.
823
00:57:04,255 --> 00:57:06,382
Got a nice setup. The best one.
824
00:57:19,937 --> 00:57:21,939
He has a case of diverticulitis.
825
00:57:22,023 --> 00:57:23,649
Which is inflammation of his intestines.
826
00:57:24,900 --> 00:57:27,486
So, earlier the surgeon went in
and did a laparoscopic surgery.
827
00:57:27,570 --> 00:57:28,863
He had surgery?
828
00:57:28,946 --> 00:57:30,531
Cup Noodles.
829
00:57:30,615 --> 00:57:32,533
Yeah. Well, it's good
for when you're sick.
830
00:57:32,617 --> 00:57:34,994
Animal crackers.
831
00:57:35,077 --> 00:57:36,177
And...
832
00:57:37,288 --> 00:57:38,456
for you.
833
00:57:40,583 --> 00:57:41,917
That's my favorite.
834
00:57:42,001 --> 00:57:43,544
I know.
835
00:57:43,628 --> 00:57:45,129
Thanks, Fern.
836
00:57:45,212 --> 00:57:46,881
So, what are you gonna do next?
837
00:57:48,007 --> 00:57:51,135
I'm gonna go to
the beet harvest in Nebraska.
838
00:57:51,218 --> 00:57:53,137
That doesn't start till October.
839
00:57:53,220 --> 00:57:54,472
How 'bout you?
840
00:57:55,097 --> 00:57:57,099
I'm gonna start in at Wall Drug.
841
00:57:57,183 --> 00:57:58,559
Yeah, I did that last year.
842
00:57:58,643 --> 00:58:00,603
I can see if they have another opening.
843
00:58:01,354 --> 00:58:02,647
- For me?
- Yeah.
844
00:58:02,730 --> 00:58:04,940
Got a great place to park.
845
00:58:07,193 --> 00:58:10,279
Enjoy your kippers. Get better. Bye.
846
00:58:25,336 --> 00:58:27,672
- How's it going?
- Good, good, good.
847
00:58:28,673 --> 00:58:30,007
One...
848
00:58:34,679 --> 00:58:36,263
- Hey, Michael!
- Hey! How's it goin'?
849
00:58:36,347 --> 00:58:38,057
Good. Can I take
these tomatoes and onions?
850
00:58:38,140 --> 00:58:39,141
Yes. Absolutely.
851
00:58:39,225 --> 00:58:40,351
Thank you.
852
00:58:48,859 --> 00:58:49,860
I don't like it.
853
00:58:49,944 --> 00:58:51,157
One up over the right side there.
854
00:58:51,237 --> 00:58:52,488
Okay.
855
00:58:52,571 --> 00:58:55,032
Please don't let her face get near me.
856
00:58:55,116 --> 00:58:56,701
Oh, sheesh.
857
00:58:56,784 --> 00:58:59,537
- Oh, my gosh.
- Isn't she beautiful?
858
00:59:00,996 --> 00:59:03,332
I'm kinda kidding,
but I'm not, really.
859
00:59:04,250 --> 00:59:06,711
Oh, no. It's really
squeezing my arm a lot.
860
00:59:06,794 --> 00:59:07,894
That's me.
861
00:59:08,838 --> 00:59:09,884
Okay.
862
00:59:09,964 --> 00:59:11,382
Yeah!
863
00:59:11,465 --> 00:59:13,134
He didn't get it.
864
00:59:13,217 --> 00:59:15,970
Oh, my God, look at how gross it is.
865
00:59:16,053 --> 00:59:18,806
No! Get out of there,
Terry. Get out! Get out!
866
00:59:18,889 --> 00:59:20,349
He's fine, Fern. Fern, he's fine.
867
00:59:20,433 --> 00:59:22,143
- No, no. No, no.
- He's fine, he's fine.
868
00:59:22,226 --> 00:59:23,314
Look. Just look.
869
00:59:23,394 --> 00:59:25,604
What is it? What's he feeding them?
870
00:59:25,688 --> 00:59:27,109
Probably chicken or something like that.
871
00:59:27,189 --> 00:59:28,315
No. It's rabbits.
872
00:59:28,399 --> 00:59:29,692
Look at that. Look at that.
873
00:59:29,775 --> 00:59:31,777
- Look at his eyes.
- Yeah, yeah. He wants you.
874
00:59:31,861 --> 00:59:33,654
He wants you next.
875
00:59:33,738 --> 00:59:35,072
You get in there.
876
00:59:35,156 --> 00:59:36,657
I don't wanna be the one.
877
00:59:36,741 --> 00:59:38,701
He's gonna come right through the glass.
878
01:00:03,601 --> 01:00:05,269
Pack in, pack out.
879
01:00:22,328 --> 01:00:24,705
I think they were actually this big.
880
01:00:39,011 --> 01:00:41,180
First thing
we need to do is ask you
881
01:00:41,263 --> 01:00:42,723
to turn off your bright lights.
882
01:00:42,807 --> 01:00:44,350
- I can.
- Oh, it's right there.
883
01:00:44,433 --> 01:00:46,352
Right, straight up, overhead.
884
01:00:46,435 --> 01:00:48,729
That's the star, Vega.
885
01:00:48,813 --> 01:00:50,648
But it's 24 light-years away.
886
01:00:51,816 --> 01:00:53,442
So what that means
887
01:00:53,526 --> 01:00:56,570
is the light that you're looking at
888
01:00:56,654 --> 01:01:00,032
left Vega in 1987.
889
01:01:02,117 --> 01:01:03,410
And it just got here?
890
01:01:03,494 --> 01:01:04,495
And it just got here.
891
01:01:04,578 --> 01:01:07,998
So the telescope is set up on Jupiter.
892
01:01:08,791 --> 01:01:12,044
Jupiter is the largest planet in our
893
01:01:12,127 --> 01:01:14,338
entire solar system.
894
01:01:14,421 --> 01:01:16,924
Stars blow up, and they shoot plasma
895
01:01:17,007 --> 01:01:18,843
and atoms out into space.
896
01:01:18,926 --> 01:01:20,761
Sometimes land on Earth.
897
01:01:20,845 --> 01:01:22,555
Nourish the soil.
898
01:01:22,638 --> 01:01:25,266
They become part of you.
899
01:01:25,349 --> 01:01:27,893
So, hold out your right hand
900
01:01:28,727 --> 01:01:30,980
and look at a star.-
901
01:01:31,063 --> 01:01:34,400
Because there are atoms
902
01:01:34,483 --> 01:01:37,945
from stars that blew up eons ago
903
01:01:38,028 --> 01:01:39,989
that landed on this planet,
904
01:01:40,072 --> 01:01:42,408
and now they're in your hand.
905
01:01:51,917 --> 01:01:52,963
- Hi.
- Hi.
906
01:01:53,043 --> 01:01:54,420
Sorry, we're closed.
907
01:01:54,503 --> 01:01:57,047
I'm looking for Dave.
908
01:01:57,131 --> 01:01:59,008
I'm his son, James.
909
01:01:59,884 --> 01:02:02,261
He's in the kitchen.
Around the counter there.
910
01:02:02,344 --> 01:02:03,846
- That one?
- Yeah.
911
01:02:07,933 --> 01:02:10,603
In Nashville,
we recorded a record...
912
01:02:17,234 --> 01:02:19,153
I got it. I got it. I got it.
913
01:02:24,617 --> 01:02:26,535
I've been through here.
914
01:02:26,619 --> 01:02:28,078
- Oh, yeah?
- A couple times, yeah.
915
01:02:29,580 --> 01:02:30,789
This place, man.
916
01:02:31,540 --> 01:02:34,168
I don't know why anybody
would wanna live here.
917
01:02:34,919 --> 01:02:37,212
Well, I can think of worse places.
918
01:02:39,089 --> 01:02:41,175
You wanna know a good way
to get to know a place?
919
01:02:41,258 --> 01:02:42,358
What?
920
01:02:43,135 --> 01:02:44,637
AA meetings.
921
01:02:44,720 --> 01:02:46,597
- Really?
- I mean, for me.
922
01:02:47,473 --> 01:02:49,754
Back when I was with the band,
and I was travelin' around,
923
01:02:50,893 --> 01:02:52,439
I used to go to AA meetings everywhere.
924
01:02:52,519 --> 01:02:55,199
It was a great way to get to know people
and to get to know a place.
925
01:02:55,731 --> 01:02:57,066
How's the burger?
926
01:02:58,442 --> 01:03:00,069
- Well, it's not bad.
- Yeah?
927
01:03:00,152 --> 01:03:01,654
He's a good cook, your dad.
928
01:03:01,737 --> 01:03:03,697
It's not that hard to make a burger.
929
01:03:03,781 --> 01:03:06,158
Cold.
930
01:03:06,241 --> 01:03:08,243
- That's his wife, Emily.
- Oh, she's cute.
931
01:03:08,327 --> 01:03:09,870
Hope she's older than she looks.
932
01:03:10,454 --> 01:03:11,664
She's gonna have a baby.
933
01:03:12,539 --> 01:03:14,166
You're gonna be a grandpa.
934
01:03:14,249 --> 01:03:15,751
When's she due?
935
01:03:15,834 --> 01:03:17,127
In two weeks, he said.
936
01:03:17,211 --> 01:03:18,879
He's on his way home now.
937
01:03:20,172 --> 01:03:22,383
- Asked me to come with him.
- You should go.
938
01:03:31,350 --> 01:03:32,518
I was...
939
01:03:34,812 --> 01:03:36,188
I was...
940
01:03:38,649 --> 01:03:40,734
He didn't like it very much
941
01:03:40,818 --> 01:03:42,236
that I wasn't around when he was...
942
01:03:42,319 --> 01:03:43,570
when he was young.
943
01:03:43,654 --> 01:03:46,407
I tried to be around when he was older,
944
01:03:46,490 --> 01:03:49,576
but he was into his thing,
and I was into mine
945
01:03:51,370 --> 01:03:55,207
and I guess,
I just forgot how to be a dad.
946
01:03:57,501 --> 01:03:59,503
Anyway, I wasn't very good at it.
947
01:04:01,171 --> 01:04:03,007
Don't think about it too much, Dave.
948
01:04:03,090 --> 01:04:05,342
Just go. Be a grandfather.
949
01:04:17,855 --> 01:04:19,565
You wanna come with me?
950
01:04:23,402 --> 01:04:25,320
Maybe I can visit sometime.
951
01:04:26,822 --> 01:04:27,922
Great.
952
01:04:29,867 --> 01:04:31,160
'Night.
953
01:04:31,243 --> 01:04:32,369
'Night.
954
01:06:33,365 --> 01:06:35,534
It's been many years since
955
01:06:35,617 --> 01:06:39,454
I started out for that gold
956
01:06:43,667 --> 01:06:48,172
Findin' bits and pieces
All worth their reach...
957
01:06:48,255 --> 01:06:50,591
I've carried on
958
01:08:08,794 --> 01:08:11,255
You made it, Swankie.
959
01:08:44,121 --> 01:08:45,330
Thanks, man.
960
01:08:47,207 --> 01:08:50,627
Then I'm gonna get the big G
right here. For Georgia.
961
01:08:50,711 --> 01:08:52,421
And the big bulldog right here.
962
01:08:52,504 --> 01:08:54,673
It'll be a full half sleeve
for the Georgia Bulldogs.
963
01:09:33,920 --> 01:09:35,839
Oh, Jesus!
964
01:09:40,302 --> 01:09:42,763
No overnight parking.
You can't sleep here.
965
01:09:42,846 --> 01:09:44,723
I'm leaving. I'm leaving.
966
01:10:13,460 --> 01:10:18,256
Okay, what we've got is parts and labor,
967
01:10:18,340 --> 01:10:20,717
- $2,300 and tax.
- Okay.
968
01:10:20,801 --> 01:10:23,470
I just looked up
the value on your van.
969
01:10:23,553 --> 01:10:25,097
With that high a mileage,
970
01:10:25,180 --> 01:10:27,808
you're lookin' about $5,000 at the most.
971
01:10:27,891 --> 01:10:31,228
I'd probably recommend, um,
972
01:10:31,311 --> 01:10:32,813
taking that money and putting it
973
01:10:32,896 --> 01:10:33,984
towards a different vehicle
so that you...
974
01:10:34,064 --> 01:10:35,941
No, no. Well, I can't do that.
975
01:10:36,024 --> 01:10:39,361
I can't do that.
See, 'cause... All right.
976
01:10:39,444 --> 01:10:42,280
I, spent a lot of time and money
977
01:10:42,364 --> 01:10:44,866
building the inside out, and, um,
978
01:10:44,950 --> 01:10:46,079
a lot of people don't understand
979
01:10:46,159 --> 01:10:47,536
the value of that.
980
01:10:47,619 --> 01:10:50,372
But it's not somethin', like, we can...
981
01:10:54,459 --> 01:10:55,836
I live in there.
982
01:10:56,837 --> 01:10:58,338
It's my home.
983
01:10:58,422 --> 01:11:01,341
Why can't you just wire it to me, Doll?
984
01:11:01,425 --> 01:11:03,051
I can pay you... I can...
985
01:11:03,135 --> 01:11:05,178
Dolly, listen, I can pay you back.
986
01:11:05,262 --> 01:11:07,389
I'm gonna do Amazon again soon.
987
01:11:07,472 --> 01:11:10,809
I'll be able to pay you back
as soon as I get that check.
988
01:11:10,892 --> 01:11:12,060
It's gonna be...
989
01:11:15,981 --> 01:11:17,357
Yeah... I'm being stubborn?
990
01:11:17,441 --> 01:11:19,067
Well, I think you're being a bitch.
991
01:12:03,487 --> 01:12:04,533
Hi.
992
01:12:04,613 --> 01:12:05,989
Hi, Fern.
993
01:12:06,072 --> 01:12:07,365
The doorbell works.
994
01:12:07,449 --> 01:12:09,659
Yeah, well, I didn't hear it, so...
995
01:12:12,871 --> 01:12:15,332
You want yours
with cheese on it? All right.
996
01:12:15,415 --> 01:12:18,043
- Got my famous four-egg cake.
- All right.
997
01:12:18,126 --> 01:12:19,548
Dolly talked me into it.
Where do you want it?
998
01:12:19,628 --> 01:12:20,962
Okay. Yeah, put it there, Fern.
999
01:12:21,046 --> 01:12:22,506
Here? Okay.
1000
01:12:23,507 --> 01:12:25,091
- All right.
- That looks good.
1001
01:12:25,175 --> 01:12:26,551
I want that one.
1002
01:12:26,635 --> 01:12:27,928
All right, that's yours.
1003
01:12:28,011 --> 01:12:29,846
- It's got your name on it.
- Double cheese,
1004
01:12:29,930 --> 01:12:31,723
- please.
- You want cheese?
1005
01:12:31,806 --> 01:12:34,017
- I want two slices, please.
- Okay.
1006
01:12:36,561 --> 01:12:38,772
This is my sister, Fern.
1007
01:12:38,855 --> 01:12:40,190
- Fern?
- Hi, Fern. I'm Jim.
1008
01:12:40,273 --> 01:12:41,441
Hi. Sorry. Lime on my hand.
1009
01:12:41,525 --> 01:12:43,151
Nice to meet you.
This is my wife, Pam.
1010
01:12:43,235 --> 01:12:44,653
- Hi, Pam. Sorry, wet hand.
- Hi.
1011
01:12:44,736 --> 01:12:46,821
Jim has been working
with George for a long time.
1012
01:12:46,905 --> 01:12:48,907
Yeah, George actually
sold us our first house
1013
01:12:48,990 --> 01:12:50,325
before I got in real estate.
1014
01:12:50,408 --> 01:12:51,701
Did they tell you how they met?
1015
01:12:51,785 --> 01:12:52,786
No.
1016
01:12:52,869 --> 01:12:54,788
I introduced them.
1017
01:12:54,871 --> 01:12:57,123
I introduced you to George,
but I knew George before.
1018
01:12:57,207 --> 01:13:00,418
So, I took her out
and I said, "Listen,
1019
01:13:01,628 --> 01:13:03,755
"George is a really good friend of mine.
1020
01:13:03,838 --> 01:13:05,882
"I don't want you to mess this up.
1021
01:13:05,966 --> 01:13:08,343
"If you're not serious about him,
1022
01:13:08,426 --> 01:13:10,470
"don't mess with him."
1023
01:13:10,554 --> 01:13:12,180
And I didn't mess it up.
1024
01:13:12,264 --> 01:13:14,307
And you said,
"What are you talkin' about?"
1025
01:13:14,391 --> 01:13:16,726
And so, how many years
have you been together?
1026
01:13:17,602 --> 01:13:18,690
30 plus.
1027
01:13:18,770 --> 01:13:20,942
- Worked out pretty good.
- Yeah, worked out pretty good.
1028
01:13:21,022 --> 01:13:23,316
I was able to take care of it
on my own, actually,
1029
01:13:23,400 --> 01:13:25,485
- after that introduction.
- You're welcome.
1030
01:13:25,569 --> 01:13:27,362
Things are looking good right now.
1031
01:13:27,445 --> 01:13:30,615
The prices are goin' up.
2012 was a winner.
1032
01:13:30,699 --> 01:13:32,367
I mean, I wish I would
have had the money
1033
01:13:32,450 --> 01:13:33,702
in 2008 to buy everything,
1034
01:13:33,785 --> 01:13:35,412
so I could sell it now.
1035
01:13:35,495 --> 01:13:38,540
Seems like real estate
always ends up on the upside.
1036
01:13:38,623 --> 01:13:40,458
I don't wanna disagree with you,
1037
01:13:40,542 --> 01:13:42,210
but I have to say I do.
1038
01:13:43,670 --> 01:13:47,173
It's strange that you encourage people
1039
01:13:47,257 --> 01:13:51,011
to invest their whole
life savings, go into debt,
1040
01:13:51,094 --> 01:13:53,221
just to buy a house they can't afford.
1041
01:13:54,222 --> 01:13:55,765
Fern,
1042
01:13:55,849 --> 01:13:59,060
that's a rather limited look
at what we do.
1043
01:13:59,144 --> 01:14:00,562
Is it limited, George?
1044
01:14:00,645 --> 01:14:03,732
I mean, we're not
all in a position to just
1045
01:14:03,815 --> 01:14:05,275
chuck everything and hit the road.
1046
01:14:05,358 --> 01:14:07,402
Oh, you think that's what
I've done, George?
1047
01:14:07,485 --> 01:14:10,530
I chucked everything to hit
the road? Is that what I did?
1048
01:14:10,614 --> 01:14:13,116
All right. I'm sorry.
1049
01:14:16,745 --> 01:14:20,915
You know, I think that, um,
what the nomads are doing
1050
01:14:20,999 --> 01:14:23,209
is not that different
than what the pioneers did.
1051
01:14:24,377 --> 01:14:26,671
I think Fern's part
of an American tradition.
1052
01:14:27,422 --> 01:14:28,798
I think it's great.
1053
01:14:34,554 --> 01:14:36,097
- Hey.
- Hi.
1054
01:14:39,934 --> 01:14:41,311
Here you go.
1055
01:14:43,355 --> 01:14:45,649
Okay. Yeah, thanks.
1056
01:14:46,274 --> 01:14:47,651
You know I'll pay you back, right?
1057
01:14:49,402 --> 01:14:51,029
I will.
1058
01:14:53,406 --> 01:14:54,991
Why don't you move in with us?
1059
01:14:55,075 --> 01:14:56,368
I can't live here.
1060
01:14:56,451 --> 01:14:58,036
I can't live in this room.
1061
01:14:58,119 --> 01:15:00,872
I can't sleep in this bed.
Thank you, but I can't...
1062
01:15:00,955 --> 01:15:02,332
I know, we're not as interesting
1063
01:15:02,415 --> 01:15:03,792
as the people you meet out there.
1064
01:15:03,875 --> 01:15:05,293
That's not what I'm talkin' about.
1065
01:15:05,377 --> 01:15:06,544
No, that's what it is.
1066
01:15:06,628 --> 01:15:10,173
It's always what's out there
that's more interesting.
1067
01:15:10,840 --> 01:15:13,093
You left home as soon as you could,
1068
01:15:13,176 --> 01:15:16,680
you married Bo after just
knowing him a few months,
1069
01:15:16,763 --> 01:15:19,140
and then you moved to
the middle of nowhere with him.
1070
01:15:19,224 --> 01:15:21,768
And then even after Bo passed away,
1071
01:15:22,644 --> 01:15:24,896
you still stayed in Empire.
1072
01:15:24,979 --> 01:15:28,191
I just didn't get it.
I mean, you could have left...
1073
01:15:28,274 --> 01:15:29,526
Yeah.
1074
01:15:32,696 --> 01:15:36,199
See, that's why I can't come here.
1075
01:15:39,077 --> 01:15:40,578
I never said this to you before,
1076
01:15:40,662 --> 01:15:41,996
and maybe I should have...
1077
01:15:42,664 --> 01:15:44,124
You know, when you were growin' up,
1078
01:15:44,207 --> 01:15:46,668
you were eccentric to other people.
1079
01:15:46,751 --> 01:15:48,336
You maybe seemed weird,
1080
01:15:48,420 --> 01:15:51,256
but it was just because you were braver,
1081
01:15:51,339 --> 01:15:53,800
and more honest than everybody else.
1082
01:15:55,677 --> 01:16:00,098
And you could see me
when I was hiding from everybody.
1083
01:16:01,307 --> 01:16:05,186
And sometimes you could see me
before I saw myself.
1084
01:16:09,441 --> 01:16:10,900
I needed that in my life.
1085
01:16:12,318 --> 01:16:14,446
And you're my sister.
1086
01:16:14,529 --> 01:16:17,741
I would have loved having
you around all these years.
1087
01:16:19,701 --> 01:16:23,079
You left a big hole by leaving.
1088
01:16:29,335 --> 01:16:31,129
That one's on me.
1089
01:17:37,987 --> 01:17:40,573
Hi. Want a sandwich? You hungry?
1090
01:17:40,657 --> 01:17:42,826
I think I've met you before.
1091
01:17:43,535 --> 01:17:44,702
Yeah, I'm Fern.
1092
01:17:44,786 --> 01:17:46,996
I was workin' at T-Rock in Quartzsite.
1093
01:17:47,080 --> 01:17:48,498
Fern.
1094
01:17:48,581 --> 01:17:50,461
You let Noodle sell
his rocks there, didn't you?
1095
01:17:50,542 --> 01:17:51,543
Yeah.
1096
01:17:51,626 --> 01:17:53,753
Would you like a beer?
1097
01:17:55,046 --> 01:17:56,965
Yeah, okay.
I'll trade you for a sandwich.
1098
01:17:57,674 --> 01:17:59,467
- Well, here you go.
- Thanks.
1099
01:17:59,551 --> 01:18:00,677
It's cold, you know.
1100
01:18:00,760 --> 01:18:01,973
You should sit down by the fire.
1101
01:18:02,053 --> 01:18:03,600
Got a little trouble
with my knees, though.
1102
01:18:03,680 --> 01:18:04,681
Can you help me?
1103
01:18:04,764 --> 01:18:06,432
- Of course.
- Thanks, man.
1104
01:18:06,516 --> 01:18:08,226
Yeah, that'll do it. Yeah.
1105
01:18:08,309 --> 01:18:09,769
- All right.
- Great. Thanks.
1106
01:18:09,853 --> 01:18:12,438
You gave me a light back in Quartzsite.
1107
01:18:12,522 --> 01:18:14,691
You still have it?
1108
01:18:14,774 --> 01:18:19,279
No, that's long gone.
But I do have this for ya.
1109
01:18:19,362 --> 01:18:20,697
Want you to have it.
1110
01:18:22,282 --> 01:18:24,701
Thanks. It's really beautiful.
1111
01:18:24,784 --> 01:18:26,703
What is that? What's that stone?
1112
01:18:26,786 --> 01:18:28,288
That there is dinosaur bone.
1113
01:18:28,371 --> 01:18:29,372
Really?
1114
01:18:29,455 --> 01:18:30,623
I think so.
1115
01:18:30,707 --> 01:18:32,458
But I only know
what they tell me.
1116
01:18:32,542 --> 01:18:34,377
Where are your mom and dad?
1117
01:18:34,460 --> 01:18:36,004
Back home in Wisconsin.
1118
01:18:36,087 --> 01:18:37,839
You think they worry about you?
1119
01:18:41,551 --> 01:18:42,969
You don't get lonely?
1120
01:18:43,845 --> 01:18:44,971
Got a girlfriend anywhere?
1121
01:18:45,722 --> 01:18:46,848
Well,
1122
01:18:47,599 --> 01:18:49,559
to be truthful, well, there is one.
1123
01:18:51,102 --> 01:18:53,354
She lives up in the North Country.
1124
01:18:53,438 --> 01:18:55,023
Small farm.
1125
01:18:55,106 --> 01:18:57,191
She's happy with her life there.
1126
01:18:59,068 --> 01:19:00,194
I...
1127
01:19:01,529 --> 01:19:02,780
write letters to her.
1128
01:19:02,864 --> 01:19:05,658
Oh, smart man.
Very good. Letters are good.
1129
01:19:05,742 --> 01:19:08,953
I just can't ever write about anything
1130
01:19:09,037 --> 01:19:11,623
I reckon she'd care about.
1131
01:19:14,000 --> 01:19:15,668
You ever try poems?
1132
01:19:17,253 --> 01:19:18,588
Can't say I have.
1133
01:19:19,297 --> 01:19:21,299
I don't think I know a one.
1134
01:19:22,050 --> 01:19:23,718
Do you know any?
1135
01:19:23,801 --> 01:19:27,764
How about one that I used
for my wedding vow?
1136
01:19:27,847 --> 01:19:30,475
When I was not much older than you.
1137
01:19:30,558 --> 01:19:32,352
Oh, right on.
1138
01:19:32,435 --> 01:19:34,020
Mind if I hear it?
1139
01:19:34,103 --> 01:19:36,272
Okay. Let's see if I can remember it.
1140
01:19:40,360 --> 01:19:42,862
"Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
1141
01:19:43,529 --> 01:19:45,490
"Thou art more lovely
and more temperate.
1142
01:19:46,324 --> 01:19:49,285
"Rough winds do shake
the darling buds of May.
1143
01:19:49,369 --> 01:19:53,498
"And summer's lease
hath all too short a date.
1144
01:19:54,374 --> 01:19:58,002
"Sometime too hot
the eye of heaven shines.
1145
01:19:58,086 --> 01:20:01,631
"And often is
his gold complexion dimmed.
1146
01:20:01,714 --> 01:20:05,802
"And every fair from fair
sometimes declines.
1147
01:20:05,885 --> 01:20:09,889
"By chance or nature's
changing course undimmed.
1148
01:20:10,765 --> 01:20:14,352
"But thy eternal summer shall not fade.
1149
01:20:14,435 --> 01:20:18,272
"Nor lose possession
of that fair thou 'st.
1150
01:20:18,356 --> 01:20:19,524
"Nor
1151
01:20:20,400 --> 01:20:21,776
"shall...
1152
01:20:21,859 --> 01:20:26,322
"Nor shall death brag
thou walkest in his shade.
1153
01:20:26,406 --> 01:20:29,951
"When in eternal lines to time
thou grow'st.
1154
01:20:31,369 --> 01:20:35,915
"So long as men can breathe
and eyes can see.
1155
01:20:35,999 --> 01:20:40,586
"So long lives this,
and this gives life to thee."
1156
01:22:40,414 --> 01:22:41,999
Fern!
1157
01:22:42,083 --> 01:22:43,751
- Hey!
- Hi!
1158
01:22:50,133 --> 01:22:51,509
Hi. You made it.
1159
01:22:51,592 --> 01:22:52,638
Yeah.
1160
01:22:52,718 --> 01:22:53,970
Good.
1161
01:22:56,806 --> 01:23:00,017
Hey. Yeah. It's nice.-
1162
01:23:00,101 --> 01:23:02,186
Well, hey. Come here.
1163
01:23:02,270 --> 01:23:03,771
Come on in.
1164
01:23:03,855 --> 01:23:05,606
- I'll get that.
- Okay.
1165
01:23:08,317 --> 01:23:11,070
This is Emily, my daughter-in-law.
1166
01:23:11,154 --> 01:23:12,488
- I'm Fern.
- So nice to meet you.
1167
01:23:12,572 --> 01:23:14,157
- Hi.
- Welcome.
1168
01:23:14,240 --> 01:23:16,492
- Hey, everybody.
- Hey! There you are!
1169
01:23:16,576 --> 01:23:17,785
This is Fern.
1170
01:23:17,869 --> 01:23:19,996
Hey. Hi, I'm Mike.
1171
01:23:20,079 --> 01:23:21,330
- Hi.
- Nice to meet you.
1172
01:23:21,414 --> 01:23:23,294
- Nice to meet you. Thank you.
- Welcome, welcome.
1173
01:23:23,374 --> 01:23:24,667
And you know James.
1174
01:23:24,750 --> 01:23:25,960
Hi, James. How are you?
1175
01:23:26,043 --> 01:23:27,131
Hi. How are you? It's nice to see you.
1176
01:23:27,211 --> 01:23:28,299
Thanks for having me.
1177
01:23:28,379 --> 01:23:29,967
- Who's that? Is that the guy?
- This is Damien.
1178
01:23:30,047 --> 01:23:31,048
- Hi.
- He's the guy.
1179
01:23:31,132 --> 01:23:32,800
- Hi, Damien.
- Say hi.
1180
01:23:32,884 --> 01:23:33,930
How's your drive?
1181
01:23:34,010 --> 01:23:35,845
It was great. Little hairy on the end.
1182
01:23:35,928 --> 01:23:37,138
That's a scary road.
1183
01:23:37,221 --> 01:23:39,223
In your van?
I've heard about your van.
1184
01:23:39,307 --> 01:23:41,100
- Yeah, yeah.
- I'd like to see it.
1185
01:23:41,184 --> 01:23:44,228
I'll, introduce you
at some point. Thanks. Yeah.
1186
01:23:44,312 --> 01:23:45,399
Okay.
1187
01:23:45,479 --> 01:23:47,106
Where you comin' from?
That's Peter.
1188
01:23:47,190 --> 01:23:48,482
Hey! Can I get you somethin'?
1189
01:23:48,566 --> 01:23:50,234
Yeah.
Water would be great. Thanks.
1190
01:23:50,318 --> 01:23:51,418
Great. Sure.
1191
01:23:53,362 --> 01:23:54,697
Been on the road long?
1192
01:23:54,780 --> 01:23:57,700
Yeah. I worked for a while,
1193
01:23:57,783 --> 01:24:00,077
but I've been travelin'
since I last saw you, yeah.
1194
01:24:00,161 --> 01:24:01,537
- All right, cool.
- Here you go.
1195
01:24:03,080 --> 01:24:05,333
Okay, I'll give you to mommy.
1196
01:24:22,058 --> 01:24:23,809
- You had a flat.
- Did you eat something?
1197
01:24:23,893 --> 01:24:25,853
Eat something? Huh?
1198
01:24:25,937 --> 01:24:27,730
You had a flat tire on your van, Dave.
1199
01:24:27,813 --> 01:24:30,274
Oh, okay. I hadn't noticed.
1200
01:24:31,692 --> 01:24:33,152
'Cause you're stayin'?
1201
01:24:34,320 --> 01:24:35,529
Yeah.
1202
01:24:35,613 --> 01:24:36,659
Good.
1203
01:24:36,739 --> 01:24:38,741
Yeah, I never expected to.
1204
01:24:38,824 --> 01:24:40,368
Never thought I'd spend another night
1205
01:24:40,451 --> 01:24:42,370
under a roof, but...
1206
01:24:43,579 --> 01:24:45,373
Well, this is a really nice place, Dave.
1207
01:24:45,456 --> 01:24:47,541
Yeah, you can stay.
1208
01:24:47,625 --> 01:24:49,919
Oh, good, thanks. I need to do laundry.
1209
01:24:54,298 --> 01:24:56,509
You know, I meant stay longer, Fern.
1210
01:24:56,592 --> 01:24:59,262
They do have a guest house.
1211
01:25:02,348 --> 01:25:04,183
I'm serious.
1212
01:25:04,267 --> 01:25:05,893
What'd they think about that?
1213
01:25:06,727 --> 01:25:08,271
I already asked them.
1214
01:25:10,606 --> 01:25:14,860
I like you. You're a good person.
1215
01:25:14,944 --> 01:25:16,195
You...
1216
01:25:16,279 --> 01:25:19,824
You get along with people
for the most part.
1217
01:25:19,907 --> 01:25:21,325
You know...
1218
01:25:22,451 --> 01:25:24,745
I like being around you.
1219
01:25:25,621 --> 01:25:27,623
I like being around you.
1220
01:25:27,707 --> 01:25:30,167
What's up? What's up?
You don't wanna be that way?
1221
01:25:30,251 --> 01:25:32,461
You wanna be like this, don't you? Yeah.
1222
01:25:33,879 --> 01:25:35,006
Yeah.
1223
01:25:35,089 --> 01:25:37,383
Sometimes you get a notion
1224
01:25:37,466 --> 01:25:40,177
To jump into the ocean
1225
01:25:41,679 --> 01:25:43,806
Here. He might be
getting a little tired.
1226
01:25:43,889 --> 01:25:45,808
Here. I've gotta go to the kitchen.
1227
01:25:45,891 --> 01:25:47,935
Okay. Okay.
1228
01:25:48,019 --> 01:25:50,396
Just, just...
1229
01:25:55,735 --> 01:25:57,737
Don't be gone long, Dave.
1230
01:25:58,738 --> 01:25:59,838
Okay?
1231
01:26:26,307 --> 01:26:27,558
...aren't you?
1232
01:26:28,309 --> 01:26:30,311
Go ahead. Go ahead.
1233
01:26:30,394 --> 01:26:32,146
Come here. Come here.
1234
01:26:34,940 --> 01:26:36,650
Here they come.
1235
01:26:36,734 --> 01:26:38,402
Look at all those.
1236
01:26:38,486 --> 01:26:40,529
How many do you have?
1237
01:26:40,613 --> 01:26:42,948
I don't know how many we have.
1238
01:26:46,911 --> 01:26:49,789
That one's beautiful.
Look at those feathers.
1239
01:26:49,872 --> 01:26:52,628
Hey. Where's that little puffed one?
I don't want him sneakin' up on me.
1240
01:26:52,708 --> 01:26:53,808
Yeah.
1241
01:26:58,839 --> 01:26:59,840
Thank you.
1242
01:26:59,924 --> 01:27:02,009
Can you give me some more stuffing...
1243
01:27:02,093 --> 01:27:03,719
- Corn?
- ...and a little corn?
1244
01:27:05,513 --> 01:27:06,764
What is that called?
1245
01:27:06,847 --> 01:27:08,641
Thanks, Fern. That's good.
1246
01:27:08,724 --> 01:27:09,975
Gravy?
1247
01:27:10,059 --> 01:27:13,437
This turkey is so moist.
1248
01:27:13,521 --> 01:27:15,231
This is incredible food.
1249
01:27:15,314 --> 01:27:17,441
Thank you, Em. Thank you, James,
1250
01:27:17,525 --> 01:27:19,610
and just wanna say a little somethin'.
1251
01:27:19,693 --> 01:27:22,154
To welcome... To Fern.
1252
01:27:22,238 --> 01:27:24,323
- Yeah.
- To this...
1253
01:27:24,407 --> 01:27:25,783
- To this feast of a...
- Thanks!
1254
01:27:25,866 --> 01:27:27,159
...a feast of a family,
1255
01:27:27,243 --> 01:27:29,537
and to the new one,
1256
01:27:29,620 --> 01:27:32,039
and I guess the old ones, too,
1257
01:27:32,123 --> 01:27:33,791
and everybody in between.
1258
01:27:33,874 --> 01:27:35,126
- Yeah.
- So, welcome, Fern.
1259
01:27:35,209 --> 01:27:37,044
- Welcome.
- Thank you very much.
1260
01:27:37,128 --> 01:27:38,808
- Happy Thanksgiving.
- Happy Thanksgiving.
1261
01:27:39,839 --> 01:27:40,939
Cheers, all.
1262
01:27:42,216 --> 01:27:44,135
The bells of Acrosanti.
1263
01:27:45,636 --> 01:27:48,305
That's the problem. That's the problem.
1264
01:27:48,389 --> 01:27:49,852
And they're not... No, they're terrible.
1265
01:27:49,932 --> 01:27:51,058
Yeah.
1266
01:27:59,400 --> 01:28:01,569
I like that name, Empire.
1267
01:28:01,652 --> 01:28:04,113
You know, we had
an airport, public pool,
1268
01:28:04,822 --> 01:28:06,073
a golf course.
1269
01:28:06,157 --> 01:28:08,451
Sounds nice.
1270
01:28:08,534 --> 01:28:10,703
What was your house like there?
1271
01:28:11,370 --> 01:28:14,498
Nothing special.
Just a company tract house.
1272
01:28:16,500 --> 01:28:17,710
Actually, it was special.
1273
01:28:20,588 --> 01:28:22,214
We were right on the edge of town.
1274
01:28:22,298 --> 01:28:26,343
And our backyard looks out
at this huge open space.
1275
01:28:26,427 --> 01:28:28,721
It was just desert, desert, desert,
1276
01:28:28,804 --> 01:28:30,514
all the way to the mountains.
1277
01:28:31,891 --> 01:28:33,809
There was nothin' in our way.
1278
01:28:35,769 --> 01:28:38,147
You know, I'm really glad you're here.
1279
01:28:38,230 --> 01:28:40,024
Dave really likes you.
1280
01:28:40,107 --> 01:28:41,775
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
1281
01:28:41,859 --> 01:28:44,278
He talks about you a lot.
1282
01:33:45,496 --> 01:33:47,331
Happy New Year.
1283
01:33:50,000 --> 01:33:52,795
Happy New Year!
1284
01:34:24,618 --> 01:34:26,829
Because she loved rocks.
1285
01:34:38,340 --> 01:34:40,551
See you down the road, Swankie.
1286
01:35:16,044 --> 01:35:19,131
Bo never knew his parents
and we never had kids.
1287
01:35:20,340 --> 01:35:22,551
If I didn't stay,
1288
01:35:22,634 --> 01:35:26,847
if I left, it would be like
he never existed.
1289
01:35:28,181 --> 01:35:31,560
I couldn't pack up and move on.
1290
01:35:31,643 --> 01:35:33,854
He loved Empire.
1291
01:35:34,730 --> 01:35:36,732
He loved his work so much.
1292
01:35:36,815 --> 01:35:39,610
He loved being there.
Everybody loved him.
1293
01:35:42,487 --> 01:35:44,156
So I stayed.
1294
01:35:44,990 --> 01:35:47,242
Same town, same house.
1295
01:35:52,331 --> 01:35:54,541
It's like my dad used to say,
1296
01:35:55,250 --> 01:35:57,586
"What's remembered lives."
1297
01:36:01,006 --> 01:36:03,759
I maybe spent too much of my life
1298
01:36:03,842 --> 01:36:06,929
just remembering, Bob.
1299
01:36:07,971 --> 01:36:09,017
You know what I mean?
1300
01:36:09,097 --> 01:36:10,223
I can...
1301
01:36:11,183 --> 01:36:13,685
I can relate.
1302
01:36:13,769 --> 01:36:17,731
I rarely ever talk about my son.
1303
01:36:17,814 --> 01:36:20,400
But, today would be...
1304
01:36:24,279 --> 01:36:27,824
Today would be his 33rd birthday,
1305
01:36:29,284 --> 01:36:31,745
and five years ago,
he took his life.
1306
01:36:36,333 --> 01:36:39,378
And I can still barely
say that in a sentence.
1307
01:36:43,256 --> 01:36:45,384
And for a long time,
1308
01:36:47,636 --> 01:36:50,389
every day was...
1309
01:36:51,723 --> 01:36:53,225
The question was...
1310
01:36:54,184 --> 01:36:56,186
how can I be alive on this Earth,
1311
01:36:56,269 --> 01:36:57,688
when he's not?
1312
01:36:59,856 --> 01:37:01,608
And I didn't have an answer.
1313
01:37:03,110 --> 01:37:05,278
And those were some hard, hard days.
1314
01:37:07,739 --> 01:37:09,157
But...
1315
01:37:10,867 --> 01:37:12,536
I realized that
1316
01:37:13,704 --> 01:37:16,289
I could honor him by,
1317
01:37:17,416 --> 01:37:19,960
helping people, and serving people.
1318
01:37:21,253 --> 01:37:24,256
It gives me a reason to
go through the day.
1319
01:37:24,339 --> 01:37:26,383
Some days that's all I've got.
1320
01:37:29,886 --> 01:37:32,347
And out here, there's a lot
of people our age.
1321
01:37:32,431 --> 01:37:34,766
Inevitably, there's grief and loss.
1322
01:37:34,850 --> 01:37:37,144
And a lot of 'em
don't get over it either.
1323
01:37:37,227 --> 01:37:38,937
And that's okay.
1324
01:37:40,939 --> 01:37:42,733
That's okay.
1325
01:37:43,734 --> 01:37:46,611
One of the things I love most
about this life
1326
01:37:47,738 --> 01:37:50,949
is that there's no final goodbye.
1327
01:37:51,033 --> 01:37:54,077
You know, I've met
hundreds of people out here
1328
01:37:54,161 --> 01:37:56,747
and I don't ever say a final goodbye.
1329
01:37:56,830 --> 01:37:59,583
I always just say,
"I'll see you down the road."
1330
01:37:59,666 --> 01:38:01,376
And I do.
1331
01:38:01,460 --> 01:38:04,254
And whether it's a month, or a year,
1332
01:38:04,337 --> 01:38:05,425
or sometimes years,
1333
01:38:05,505 --> 01:38:06,506
I see them again.
1334
01:38:06,590 --> 01:38:08,383
And I can look down the road
1335
01:38:08,467 --> 01:38:10,343
and I can be certain in my heart
1336
01:38:10,427 --> 01:38:13,555
that I'll see my son again.
1337
01:38:16,058 --> 01:38:17,809
You'll see Bo again.
1338
01:38:18,852 --> 01:38:21,646
And you can remember
your lives together then.
1339
01:39:03,814 --> 01:39:06,441
Are you sure you don't
need any of this stuff?
1340
01:39:06,525 --> 01:39:09,194
No, don't need any of it. I'm good.
1341
01:39:09,277 --> 01:39:10,946
I'm not gonna miss one thing.
1342
01:39:16,576 --> 01:39:19,663
Well, we'll see you later.
1343
01:44:43,611 --> 01:44:46,364
It's been many years since
1344
01:44:46,448 --> 01:44:51,119
I started out for that gold
1345
01:44:54,914 --> 01:44:59,544
Findin' bits and pieces
All worth their reach
1346
01:44:59,627 --> 01:45:02,213
I've carried on
1347
01:45:06,134 --> 01:45:08,761
Somewhere in the light
1348
01:45:08,845 --> 01:45:13,558
I followed my eyes and went alone
1349
01:45:17,520 --> 01:45:24,527
Ended up here with
the fear, gripping a stone
1350
01:45:28,948 --> 01:45:35,955
Drifting away, I go
1351
01:45:40,418 --> 01:45:43,087
Driving down the highway
1352
01:45:43,171 --> 01:45:47,300
Roll down the window, watch it go
1353
01:45:51,638 --> 01:45:58,645
Listen to the secrets
of my tires rolling down the road
1354
01:46:03,107 --> 01:46:05,735
Somewhere in the night
1355
01:46:05,818 --> 01:46:10,657
She knows that I'm all right
when I'm alone
1356
01:46:14,619 --> 01:46:21,626
But everything breezing
keep me company when I roll
1357
01:46:26,047 --> 01:46:33,054
Drifting away, I go
1358
01:46:48,820 --> 01:46:51,197
Driving all day
1359
01:46:54,450 --> 01:46:57,078
Driving all night
1360
01:47:00,248 --> 01:47:07,171
Drifting away, I go
1361
01:47:22,979 --> 01:47:29,944
Drifting away, I go